Edwin Payne (
technicallyhellbound) wrote2025-02-14 06:37 pm
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for @convincingsmile - Nobody's dying today (probably)
Edwin knew as soon as he fell through the mirror that something was wrong, and not just a little bit wrong, but the kind of wrong that made the whole world tilt on its axis a little.
It wasn't a misdirected portal, not like the case that had ultimately led them to Crystal, not like many other failures of concentration when traversing mirror portals before, it was something else, and he couldn't place what it was. All he knew was that he'd simply passed through the mirror in question and had landed, hard on the floor on the other side of the room, hard enough that he actually skidded a couple of feet and that couldn't be right because that actually hurt, and hurt in the way he hadn't felt in... well, decades.
It was enough to tumble him against the far wall just from his own momentum, impacting hard enough to knock the breath out of his lungs, and that was definitely wrong, because he shouldn't have had breath or lungs. He could see, even through pain-hazed vision that the poltergeist he'd been baiting had, indeed, gotten caught in the trap he himself had leapt over when aiming for the mirror.
That was, however, the last thing he saw before the half-rotted-through loft floor gave way beneath his sudden and unexpected weight, sending him falling, flailing, scraped to ribbons on the broken slats, to the ground below, and he was reasonably sure he'd actually heard something snap on impact, ribs, if the sudden radiating pain was anything to go by, though his shoulder wasn't in good shape either, and that was an entirely different kind of pain, just layering on top of the feeling of the ragged scratches from the wood, and it occurred to him, dimly, that he'd forgotten how much he hated the feeling of blood on his skin.
It had been different in Hell, the pain, the sensations in general, all of it, it had been horrible, yes, but it was so much more visceral now, and even as his vision began to go hazy again, head swimming, his last thoughts were trying to remember how he'd somehow gotten separated from Charles, who had been barely a step behind him when he'd rounded the corner into the loft pursued by the poltergeist now trapped securely above him.
It wasn't a misdirected portal, not like the case that had ultimately led them to Crystal, not like many other failures of concentration when traversing mirror portals before, it was something else, and he couldn't place what it was. All he knew was that he'd simply passed through the mirror in question and had landed, hard on the floor on the other side of the room, hard enough that he actually skidded a couple of feet and that couldn't be right because that actually hurt, and hurt in the way he hadn't felt in... well, decades.
It was enough to tumble him against the far wall just from his own momentum, impacting hard enough to knock the breath out of his lungs, and that was definitely wrong, because he shouldn't have had breath or lungs. He could see, even through pain-hazed vision that the poltergeist he'd been baiting had, indeed, gotten caught in the trap he himself had leapt over when aiming for the mirror.
That was, however, the last thing he saw before the half-rotted-through loft floor gave way beneath his sudden and unexpected weight, sending him falling, flailing, scraped to ribbons on the broken slats, to the ground below, and he was reasonably sure he'd actually heard something snap on impact, ribs, if the sudden radiating pain was anything to go by, though his shoulder wasn't in good shape either, and that was an entirely different kind of pain, just layering on top of the feeling of the ragged scratches from the wood, and it occurred to him, dimly, that he'd forgotten how much he hated the feeling of blood on his skin.
It had been different in Hell, the pain, the sensations in general, all of it, it had been horrible, yes, but it was so much more visceral now, and even as his vision began to go hazy again, head swimming, his last thoughts were trying to remember how he'd somehow gotten separated from Charles, who had been barely a step behind him when he'd rounded the corner into the loft pursued by the poltergeist now trapped securely above him.
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He couldn't help but smile at the question, shaking his head, "No, not too much at all. I'd... well, I'd quite like the same, if I'm being honest." There was some sort of realization trying to spark in the back of his mind, and he knew it, some shapeless question that he felt he should be asking but couldn't quite grasp what it was, though he could chalk it up to being tired and go from there.
"I should have at least the first steps to correcting the issue tomorrow, though, before we leave for our outing." He was pretty sure he had that much information squared away already, it was just a case of putting it together in the right order.
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"Right, big day tomorrow then?" he said softly. "A date and... progress with a case."
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He pulled the lighter-weight afghan off the back of the sofa to drape across Charles, rummaging around on the bottom shelf of the bookcase half-full of supplies before coming up with a heavier quilt for himself.
He hesitated briefly before giving Charles another quick kiss, as if he couldn't bear not to do so, "Sleep well, Charles." It was mostly just a reminder that Charles didn't have to stay awake to make sure Edwin didn't slip into a nightmare. Mostly because Edwin was reasonably sure that he wouldn't actually do so, and even if he did, Charles would know and rouse enough to wake him from it.
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"You too, mate," he sighed and sat down to find his place by the couch, lying on the floor. Charles was sure he was not going to sleep, however. He wanted to look out for Edwin but he still also wanted to feel his alive body. Though the thing with alive bodies were that they needed sleep. So the moment his head hit the cushion, Charles was out. And he dreamed.
He dreamed of food, of eating. He tasted it too. Charles dreamed of running and feeling his lungs burn. He dreamed of holding and kissing Edwin, and then he dreamed of his father and his rage... It was the one that shook him awake, filling his stomach with nostalgia of something he didn't really miss.
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He would be easy enough to wake if Charles didn't slip back off himself, but would likely be out for another hour otherwise, healing took energy, and even if he hadn't been out and about the way Charles had been the day before, he had still been at his limit for energy by the end of the day.
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It took him a bit but he arrived back, quietly in case Edwin was still asleep, or still needed time to rest. But now they had pastries again.
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As it was, however, he just smiled at Charles' return, stretching, wincing briefly as it tweaked his shoulder, settling again almost immediately, kneading at it even as he greeted: "Already off and about with errands at this hour?"
Not that it was all that early any more, but the statement wasn't a jab at all, if anything it was warmly amused, as was the follow-up: "You've really taken to this like a fish to water, as the saying goes."
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"Better get your sugar early so you can work, eh?" he said, though it was truly just an excuse to air his head. He just chuckled at the remark. There was no denying it, he loved being alive. He loved feeling tired, he loved to take a walk and feel the air on his skin. He loved it all. Even the dreams and the nightmares... And he also loved to feel Edwin in a more alive way. "Did you sleep well?" he asked a little apologetic. He would have felt horrible if Edwin would wake from a nightmare and he was out trying to get rid of his own demons.
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Edwin had to remember once again to use his good arm to lever himself upright, stretching again far more carefully than before, "I do appreciate your playing gofer for everything." For one thing, Edwin himself would only have the barest idea where to look for things. Oh he knew how shops worked, of course, it was just that they weren't as localized or specialized as they had been in his day, it seemed most places had a little of everything, which seemed both convenient and confusing at once.
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He was doing his best not to hate the fact that he was still in pain, that low-level, constant ache that hadn't yet begun to ease, trying not to hate the fact that it was slowing him down, and that he was absolutely going to have to factor in more time for the walk to the theatre than he originally had, since he'd initially calculated the walk at his usual speed, and he definitely wasn't at that at the moment.
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"On it," he grinned all too widely, reaching to pat Edwin's shoulder in a lingering touch before getting up to fetch the food.
Charles got a small box to serve as an improvised table for them, and got one of the chairs from the desk to sit. He put all the pastries out for Edwin.
"'S good we won't stay like this long, otherwise we ought to transform the whole place, yeah? Or get a new one," Charles joked.
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But he nodded all the same, managing a small smile, "Well if it were permanent we'd no longer be a detective agency, so there would be no reason to keep the office set up as it is in that case. Could change it as we like, turn ourselves into a consulting firm or something to that effect."
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"A consulting firm, huh?" he smiled a little sadly, looking around. "I'd miss it though, this place. I miss our previous one too," he shrugged, trying to soften it. "But it's gonna be fine, Edwin, you're gonna figure it out, yeah? We can come back here in a couple of days as ghost," he chuckled.
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Partly because he actually needed to sleep, now, and couldn't work sixteen hours straight through like he usually did, "And having to work with a secondhand translation isn't making things any faster."
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"Yeah, 's gonna be fine," he repeated to drill into Edwin's thick head. "Is there anything I can do? Like, going back, checking some things again? Maybe there could be clues in the house. It was mostly empty, though," he frowned as he remembered. "Aside from that portrait of a dead woman."
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More than that he wouldn't forgive himself if Charles got hurt without him there.
"It's just that the rune-work isn't like anything I'm used to, and seems to have been done by two different people." He gestured towards the desk with one hand, "I can lay it out for you later, once we've eaten, maybe another pair of eyes will help. But it's complex on top of just being a mess." Certainly nothing like the clear, tidy circles Charles worked in.
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"Right, not going then," Charles agreed quietly, raising Edwin's hand to kiss his knuckles to calm him. He didn't want to make him more nervous.
Though he doubted he could help anything about the runes. He wasn't good in their own alphabet, let alone complex runes, but he would humor Edwin, sure.
"So first, you gotta eat. All you did was try to make a feast for the mice living with us, mate," Charles said, picking a piece of pastry and holding it up for Edwin.
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His brow creased just a little, "I'm afraid we'll have to leave for the movie earlier than I'd first estimated. Even taking it easy today I'll still be moving more slowly than usual. I'm sure I'll be fine once we're there." Once he could relax in a seat and just watch.
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"You mean we can take a nice, long walk together? But that's brills!" Charles grinned. "But if you want, I still can piggyback you there," he added.
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The smile twitched just a little higher at the memory of the jar, "Yes, and the jar was only because I'd sorted out how to move the display cloche and keep trying to work." It hadn't been easy, glass was heavy, but he'd still managed it, even in the low-energy form. The smile faltered just a little when he remembered how worried Charles had been about it later, mostly because Edwin had the energy -barely- to lift the glass cloche, but had almost sputtered out completely afterward.
And now, well, now was similar, in its way. He could push himself past his energy, but it would result in much the same outcome, sputtering to a halt and needing hours, even days, to recover. He'd barely even realized that he'd drifted off into that train of thought instead of continuing eating.
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"Right, so I know how intense you can get," Charles nodded in a soft chuckle. He fell silent at the same time Edwin did. But he was watching him, lost in his thoughts. But he was alive. Charles wondered if people can fall in love over and over again with the same person, even if they were together for decades. It was possible, he thought, as he watched Edwin just for a few moments. Then Charles sighed fondly and took a piece of his own pastry again, pressing it to Edwin's lips. "Eat, yeah? Then do work if you must and then we get ready for our movie," he said. "And you better dress up nice because we're gonna take a photo," he grinned, cocking his head toward Crystal's polaroid camera safely tucked in a corner.
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A nod followed, "I've every intention of dressing up." A pause, "Though, I may need help, which will ruin the surprise, but I doubt it's much of one, considering that I'm sure you're the one who made the selections yesterday rather than Crystal." It was just what pieces Edwin put together that would be the surprise, "I would like to at least get some work done, first, let you have a look at it, see if anything in the circle is glaringly out of place from what you know."
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"Right, I haven't seen the clothes on you yet, so I think it's still gonna be good when you're ready, even with my help," Charles grinned, all too excited to see Edwin in the clothes he and Crystal picked. "Crystal helped but yeah, tried not to get too flashy ones, so I'm happy you found some you like," he said, amused. Though he stopped for a moment, looking over the pile of prepared clothes. "Just wish you could've been there, yeah? It was fun," he shrugged, smiling to himself. Then he spared a glance at Edwin's work, almost as if he were afraid of it. Maybe he was, though. "I could look, yeah, but I don't think I'd be able to help much," he murmured. "You're better at this stuff."
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